SlowTorturousDeath

I love you

2010-03-15T04:17:00.001+08:00

I'm a happy tart!!!!

Fabulously awesome!!

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Hello

2010-03-04T04:41:00.001+08:00

Having a love hate relationship with work and school. Actually the feelings eighty percent hate for both. Yeah I just wish I was born rich! Fml!

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half-dead.

2010-01-26T00:46:00.002+08:00

depressants neeeded pronto.

6k is too much for check ups stupid talks w the psychatrist who only knows how to use reverse psychology.

officially broke.bankrupt.

if ___________, i'll be dead meat.

and oh the drugs that doesnt work.

i need booze. misanthrophy is to be blamed.

What is trust? i just learnt it and it seems that i've been brainwashed.

I totally forgot what is trust.

oh fuck! school's gonna start. i hope im in the foreign class.

full w angmohs not cheenas. hot chicks n dudes.

i dont need them i'll use them.

no one really knows who i am really. not even my mum.

I'm sick of this unipolar disorder. Im not strong to stand yet face the world.

Why need i wake up to begin each day as if it was on purpose?

why do i feel lost?

FUCK UNIPOLAR DISORDER.

anyone wanna treat me a good dinner?

im always hungry but dont have the appetite t eat.

i'll just play w my foods.

just gimme drinks. plain water will do.

and ouh. loads of fags please?

2010-01-18T17:11:00.007+08:00

Happy Birthday to these Jan babies!!

Nana/ Naddy -14th jan

Faiz K- 18th jan

Indra - 20th jan

2010-01-12T00:04:00.001+08:00

now you are hiding things from me more then you used to. okay well fuck it. i dont need you in my life. stop giving me false hopes! im sick of it

2010-01-07T03:01:00.002+08:00

I’ve been spending all my time
Just thinking about ya
I don’t know what to do
I think I’m fallin’ for you
I’ve been waiting all my life
and now I found ya
I don’t know what to do
I think I’m fallin’ for you
I’m fallin’ for you

2009-12-06T07:25:00.003+08:00

VRoooooooM!

2009-12-06T05:34:00.002+08:00

Gone to some place nice!!
VRoooooooooooOM!
Catch me if you can!
Invite only access!
VVIP seats!

Hello Goodbye!

2009-10-19T13:02:00.002+08:00

No matter how hard you try, you'll still look bad.

unlike my scruffy guy above, no matter how scruffy

he is, he is still a sweetheart. Scruffy handsome boy!

not scruffy disguting unkempt Harajuku wannabe.

Say hello Agnes b, good bye Louis Vuitton!

BRB!

2009-10-05T11:44:00.002+08:00

ON HIATUS!

Lustrous

2009-09-29T00:57:00.001+08:00

"It is no longer enough to be lusty.
One must be a sexual gourmet."

music appreciation.

2009-09-27T02:05:00.004+08:00

Appreciate. Not spoil it!

My LOVE!

2009-09-20T05:27:00.003+08:00

Firstly Thanks to mummy and daddy!
LOVE BOTH OF YOU!!
I really appreciate it alot!
I promise to take good care of the bike!
I'll treat it like my bf k?
heheh. GF sorry ehhh??
Thanks to:
Iz for "TEACHING" me how
to pump petrol and keep hitting my helmet!
BBY for the constant shouting while riding the bike!
And Faiz for shocking me of which i nearly crashed
and maybe killed a cat! and ouh hitting my helmet so hard too!

Secondly, i need some sleep. its 5.32 am,
and i'm still wide awake!
just finished touching up my baju.
Pffttt. vvv tired.

Lastly ,

SELAMAT HARI RAYA MAAF ZAHIR& BATIN!

p.s: sorry t those ppl who send me raya greetings,
rcvd too many and too many to reply! (:

FInally!

2009-09-17T16:28:00.003+08:00

MUMMY DADDY!!!
I WANT THESE!!!
I did my part already!
NOW ITS YOUR TURN!!
GET ME THESE ASAP!

Happy!

2009-09-14T00:08:00.003+08:00

Another milestone reached.
Many more yet to come.
A stop made that will leave tons of memories
for us to reminisce.

love,
Kai Reynolds

WE LOVE!

2009-09-13T01:23:00.004+08:00

HAHA SO LONG, SUCKERRS! ! !

YOUR DEPARTURE IS A BLESSING IN DISGUISE.

THINGS ARE MUCH HAPPENING W/O THEM!
THE JOY JUST STARTED!
LET'S ROCK & ROLL!

VICTORY!

2009-09-11T23:08:00.001+08:00

Amazingly the war has ended!
Right before it started.
We've lost many of our armies.
But we'll recruit new ones.
The storyteller who retreats back died.
The quack betrayed us for the opponent.
"A traitor never lives an easy life!"
And defeat was never in our dictionary!

-"SPARTANS!What is your profession!?"
wail wail alalalala! (LOL!)

they tried..

2009-09-11T01:10:00.004+08:00

They tried very hard to break us apart.
but nothing seems to work for them.
Only a firm believer will pull through.
Break a leg! Sure they did well, very well indeed.
but try harder cause your big-gun doesn't work.
Only followers of the HOLY LUCIFER does this.
Hopefully a holy SAINT passes by and knock some
sense into your heads.
Curiosity kills the cat.
Obviously the power of the mind is stronger.
To be definite, sanity of the mind.
being apprehensive does not score credits you long.
I agree having a whole platoon of well wishers,
strengthen the force.
But this is not the way.
The chance of retreating is very well exorbitant.

Dear troops,
The war has just started for them but
has longed commenced.
With all the faith
I'm very sure we will claim VICTORY.
Not long now.

Sincerely,
GENERAL OF THE ARMY

090909

2009-09-09T23:50:00.000+08:00

Prepare for defeatism as Lucifer had rose.
Hail to Lucifer.
You won hands down in this holy month.
This egocentric follower of yours has triumphed.
round of applause for you.
hail to the almighty.
convincing is the game but thou shall not declare defeat.
The war has just started,thou shall pull through.
The ultimate will prevail soon!
Many are impressed with your message,
only the meticulous will see the clairvoyant messages.
Job well done, but try harder.

Randomness.

2009-09-08T23:23:00.004+08:00

missed school and went to chill.
this is what we call,
"role model"
hahah. k nonsense. bye!

“Should we all confess our sins to one another

we would all laugh at one another for our lack of originality”

“You've gotta be original, because if you're like someone else, what do they need you for?”

-Bernadette Peters

hostile!

2009-09-07T01:52:00.005+08:00

random picture!

I've noticed your hostility towards him ...
I ought to have guessed you were friends.

What are friends?
Friends are people that you think are your friends
But they're really your enemies, with secret indentities
and disguises, to hide they're true colors
So just when you think you're close enough to be brothers
they wanna come back and cut your throat when you ain't lookin
(if i had- eminem)

SMILE!!!

2009-09-05T04:23:00.004+08:00

how cute! lol!
lepak at playground.
then off to round table.
faiiz frns joined.
went off at ard 2plus.
macs cabbed rained!

you can lie to me but you're lying to yourself. (:
-smiley done! tongue and eyebrow to go!

Shopping!!!

2009-09-04T00:10:00.000+08:00

Went shopping for some cosmetics at town,
while Hnzh get her clothes.

Anw, while walking form cine to Ps,
Hnzh felt something dropped on her hand.
She wiped it away and continued our journey.
Then when we reached Ps-Dp,
i was looking at myself at the mirror,
okayy i know i vain, get back to the story,
i saw fucking bird shit stains on my black shirt.
Like omgayy!!!

So issit true tt it brings good luck?

Bollocks!!

2009-09-03T03:45:00.000+08:00

Carry on with the act you piece of bearded axe wound.
Lets see who will stand longer.
one word = twat!

Pricey possesion for the moment!

2009-09-02T01:57:00.003+08:00

Its raining cats and dogs in the morning.
So went to JE to get our DS!!
then off to dearest house to charge and install games.
Around three when the rain eases, went to Vivo.
Meet up with izz and my nani sweetheart.
Break-fast tgt w them and walk2 ard Vivo.
Went off ard 9 plus as nani has to be home early.
I slept in the bus like pig.
Was freezing cold.
At least i didn't drool and wipe the saliva on my head!
Then called faiiz.Talked for vvv long.
Talk about some stuffs! " winks-winks"
"bebual sini habis sini ehhh!"
Anw good luck boy for your prelims!
And bby! Revenge is SWEEEEEEET!!!

At last i could strike off something from
my wish list! lol!

So bro got the Green one.
A lil bit pricey then mine.
Limited edition ogayy!

And i myself get the red one.
i dont find it a need to spend a few more tenners
to get the limited edition one as its just the colour.
And the specs are the same. So yeah. no diff!
I shall buy skin protector,
go town tong-tong for the stylus!

I shall go off and meet my sleek professor.
he's calling me to help him solve mysteries!!

This will be mine by the EOY!
See ya baby! you'll soon be mine!
Muahahhaha!
I can declare myself nintendo freak!

Anws i've sold my PSP. CAUSE SONY SUCKS BIG TIME!

Friends???!

2009-09-01T23:26:00.000+08:00

What are actually friends for?
The one to go through thick or thin with you or
The one who is always envious of you
And will back stab you?
Whatever for of having a big clan of friends when,
in that group, there smaller groups of people?
Due to the fact that some people will constantly bring
in more people for the clan but forgets about the old ones.
Why call yourself a clan when you talk bad about your members?
Why is there a need to backstab?
Are you afraid or you just have no guts to tell it straight to the person?
Why get bitchy and not say it out straight?

For the guys:
-stop following the crowd.
-have some dick.(Admit your mistakes, dont push it to others)
-don't be a pussy, even gays are not one(stand out for yourself)
-If you wanna bitch, be a girl instead.
-if you think you wanna talk bout ppl, reflect yourself first.
(think if you're well liked by the community)
-Ouhhh please, ppl who say they're hot, they're actually not.
-guys! please fuck off from other people's GF! like totally!

Girls:
-stop thinking you're the only one there.
-dont expect you gets all the attention.
-if you think you're so hot, then go get better guys.
-If you think you're the focal of atention,
some girls are way better then you.
-doesnt mean you stand out, you must know everything.
-if you wanna bitch abt ppl, think of yourself first.
-you dont have to be popular to get the attention.
-Don't get jealous if the guys are entertaining someone new
-you wanna listen to ppl's prob, dont spread it around and make fun of it.

This is the reason i like haviiing a small clan of maximum 4.
And frankly saying, i only TRUST a few.
Dont blame me for not trusting you,
you made me not to!
So goodluck ppl!

I WANT!!!!

2009-09-01T02:40:00.004+08:00

Cck, jurong, mustafa.
Failed attempt to get it today!
Shiatxzxz!
but crazy companion.
Hanizah and iz!
yeah iz i repeat!
i think he come then no luck t buy, jk!
busybody freak wanna get one too! hahah!

Then off to Jurong's Mac's.
Slack and laugh our asses off till two am.
Talking bout ppl that have backstabbed us,
Childhood memories,
bikes, cars, bad fashion sense
and ppl who mix w ppl to follow the crowd.
Espacially those who are out for fame. lol!

- bagaikan isi & kuku. vs bagaikan kulit & kacang!(HNZH's peribahasa!) LOL!!

Splitting headache!

2009-08-31T01:03:00.003+08:00

What if this is the last of everything???

the urge to get a DS is vvvv high,
Raya is coming, all the more i should get it!
Money out = Money in!!! :)

Junkies! alert!!!!

2009-08-30T03:36:00.004+08:00

Went to town w amal and nysa.

Get my prepaid changed.

It was blocked.

Then off to Cine for GH!!

I rock shit la!! okayy. haha. tak perlu!

Pics are w nysa!

Geylang was okayy. not awesome cause its hot! Smelly

and full of MATS & MINAHS! LOL!

Sorry peeps for scolding you guys. VVVVV sorry! ):

Anw Let the pics do its job,

cause im too lazy to elaborate further.

FEATURING: Ayun Bamm Bamm, Faiiz Kesiow, Hanizah ,

Leia la ehh, Nana Cine, Salihan Siol + extras. i dunno who lol!

FAIZ & NANA

She's mine since 140506!!

HE's Mine! Since 070608!!

Kaki gereks!

I Still look pale!

FAiiz and Salihan

I dunno whut the fcuk im doin!

Junkies!: no matter how much you guys pisses me off,

i still love you guys to the max! Cause you know how

to make my day and you rock pebbles la!!!

Answerss!!!

2009-08-27T23:56:00.007+08:00

Here Are The Answers!!

See the woman lying sideway on top of the can??

Masturbating girl. LOL LOL!

Absolut Vodka!

Seperman, eragon and x-men love to have SEX together

SEX FLOWERS!!

Man Eracted on camel! LOL!

Told you he's GAY! he is "holding" a cock!!

Pussy mouse!

Hahahha. OPEN UP YOUR EYES PEOPLE!!
hahahha. i vv lazy reply tag.
hahah. Amiza, you're always slow!!

Subliminal

2009-08-26T23:20:00.001+08:00

Before i start my post.
Allow me to define Subliminal.

sub·lim·i·nal

adj. Psychology

Below the threshold of conscious perception. Used of stimuli.
Inadequate to produce conscious awareness but able to evoke a response: subliminal propaganda.

[sub- + Latin līmen, līmin-, threshold.]
sub·lim'i·nal·ly adv.

Anw, was slacking w junkies! while waiting for bus home.
Then i saw a COKE vending machine
and asked them if they can see anything on it.
Giving them hints, a woman in this picture.
Rudy guessed it right.
(a woman lying sideways w long hair)
So i decided to find more of these.

A carpet specialist.
Find the subliminal message here.
Its the bestest among all!!
No cheating.
(the message is quite sick!Lol.)

Next is Absolut Vodka.
Needs a vvv sharp eyes!

Superman
Eragon
X-men
hahah! its so clear cut!

Nice painting right! LOL!

No wonder men like to smoke this!
lol!

Still can't see? okayy.
A bigger picture might just open your eyes!

Perfect couple!
But i think he's GAY! lol!

This one has nothing got to do with the
bottle!

This is the bestest one!!!

If requested, i'll put up the answers.
If not, try just dont cheat.
Open up your eyes to small little details!!
hehe!

Masha'allah cobaan!

2009-08-25T16:27:00.003+08:00

This fasting month just started and barely 1 week has passed
but the "tests" he gave me, masha'allah!

Firstly i received a letter from school stating that i am not
allowed to sit for the FM test tomorrrow.
Feeling disgruntled, i called up school.
Clarify the matter and alhamdulillah the debarment
was lifted.
Easy to say, the school is very disorganized!

Secondly, a classmate of mine.
She wears a tudung, soft
spoken and seems nice.
Well i think she is nice.
But to my horror, she is a devil masking a human.
Omgayyy laa! she lied to my another friend,
whom i tot was the bad one, saying tt there's no class whenever
she text this tudung girl thus making her miss her class
and being debarred from exams.
she also did something t me but i lazy type
like seriously what is this world becoming to.

Kk, gtg. off to fetch my lil sister.
at night meet junkies maybe.
but i need study!!dunno la.

junkies loved!

2009-08-24T23:38:00.004+08:00

My Junkies!!

Rose among the thorns! lol!

somehow, there's a feeling of disgust.
i shall pretend i like you.
but i know you'll never change my feelings.

Happy birthday Irsyad!

2009-08-23T23:27:00.000+08:00

LET THE PICTURES DO THE TALKING.
HAPPY TENTH ATOK kecik! lol!

Its a FEAST!

2009-08-23T18:05:00.003+08:00

3 BOX OF PIE KIA = 20PCS
4 BOX OF RITE PIZZA
2 BOX OF CHEWEY JUNIOR= 10 PCS

heheh!! This is what i will be feasting on today.
Since its my little bro birthday,
We'll be having a FEAST as one big family!
Yayness! and this is only part of our feast.
MORE YET TO ARRIVE!!
slurpsssss.
will update after break fast!

-MASHA'ALLAH, sesungguhnya aku sendang berpuasa!

Computer's down

2009-08-23T00:02:00.004+08:00

I can die w/o computer a day.
Shall make use of iPod and trusty phone
To surf net. must take turn with my sister.
Haha pathetic I know. Gtg.

I was asked t promote my mate's blog
Haha! Okay so not sincere!
Feel free to hop to faiiz kesiow's blog
On my affiliates link!

Anyways,
Happy fasting my fellow Muslims!

Merry

2009-08-21T23:56:00.001+08:00

I think, I've found me.
And I think I've fallen in
Love all over again.

And I shall go mug.
exams on Monday.
Insya'allah will get good grades.
Rezeki puasa (:

ass-wipe!

2009-08-19T23:19:00.003+08:00

SERIOUSLY TALK TO MY HAND NEXT TIME!
iM COVERING MY EARS SHUT!

he is sucha an asshole
while she is still siding him!
comeon la, we're big enough?

Lets track back..
1)when i was in secondary school, school day or not
you ppl will be bothering me to come
home at 9 sharp!

2)When i didnt go school, you'll nag like one bitch.

3)And when i was caught smoking,
you all will beat me up like im a punching bag.

4) when i was sick, i had to go to the doctor myself using my own money.

5)when i did badly for my exams, you'll shout at me till ppl can hear from the 1st floor.
(im living at 11th floor)

6) and when things or money gets missing, i will be the culprit!

lets get back to the real world.
A fucking bitch world!

1)He will be out early in the morning, and comes home late at night!
mind you, he is not being scolded at all.
nor anyone calls him to come home at a specific timing.

2)when he didnt go school, she will be like
"let him be, his an adult alr" MY FOOT AH!!

3)when he was caught smoking, she will be like"
look at your late uncle, you wanna suffer like him" or
" you think you smoke we cannot smell ah?" T____T'

4)when he's sick, she will be like " come come go clinic come, here $$ for med bills"

5)When he did badly( getting U for most subject), "better go study. how to get married like this?
and no shouting! ??????

6) when stuffs or money gets mossing, and there's prove he stole it,
she will be like " biar la dosa dier tanggung"

and tell me this is fairness?
FUCK LA!

And when i complained to her, she will be like, he will learn his lesson.
fucking little bitch!

and when i was like" ohh when it was me, you'd send me in"
she will be like" because you ran away from home"
And i was like" hello! dad shooed me out of the fucking
house just because i went home late!"
And her reply was" suits yourself la"
and she went in to her room.
!@^#$%^&*!!!!!

tell me how'd you feel?
bring me fly up highh pleasee.
i really need to.

bb i really need you by my side.
i feel like crying.

BLeargh!

2009-08-19T15:19:00.003+08:00

My world is painted red.
gotta study and stop gg online.
Shall send my sister's baju t kedai and off t study!
Cant afford to slack no more!
bybye.

~you need not wow me w crazy stuffs.
just a simple "iloveyou" everyday makes my day!

I miss me!

2009-08-16T23:09:00.004+08:00

I WANT BE THE OLD ME!

THIS IS HOW FAT I AM NOW!!!!

I just want be this skinny. not skinny2. chubbyskinny.
just be in between.not too fat,too thin w abit of chubby-ness!
i want be ___ again!

time to lose weight. and i think i know how!!
MUAHAHAHAHAHHA!

DAVINCITHEGENIUS

2009-08-16T22:31:00.003+08:00

Packed like shit!
Had a bloody great experience.
Just wished had gone way before today.
So will have time to appreciate Da Vinci's masterpieces.
Fyi im a Freak for mysteries and Da Vinci especially!
And if you know how to appreciate, its really worth the $15!

Overdued pictures!!

2009-08-16T11:01:00.000+08:00

nananananana....I wanna start a FIGHT!

2009-08-16T01:39:00.004+08:00

This is how nasty i could get. Much worst then this.
I can be very nice, but you all misjudge my kindness.
Gotta be lucky i didn't touch either of you.
"Family doesn't back stab each other"
They respect each other.
That is all i want from you people.
It really isn't that hard you know.

And i was never afraid in protecting my rights.
I will never be.
Because i have my reasons and i can state it out all for you.
I was a debater in school. And i get my facts right.
W/o involving others who leaked the info.
Once you tripped my wire, the fire could spread like
Crazy inferno.

never the less, soaring up highh was freakking wonderful!
Espacially with:
nana ciner
Salihan
hanizah
Leia la ehh
faiiz g_____(fillup!) gek!
Rudy mabok sebok
~~and the three musketeers~~

Pics are with nana and an!(upload quick!)

And if anyone tries to fuck w my life or my family!
You'll never know what is up for you!
Cause you really don't know the REAL us!

nobody but you..

2009-08-14T23:52:00.000+08:00

Was a little down and this kids cheer me up!

They never fail to make me smile no matter how down i was!
I really love them!

Happy 22nd!

2009-08-14T01:38:00.003+08:00

Happy 22nd my dearest!
and its been 3yrs4mths since _______!
And i know NO one could break us apart.
But just stop being a bitch sometimes!
I hate it! never the less, ilysm.

and when the day is done

2009-08-13T23:07:00.003+08:00

Just when priority is always on the other side.

"And it gets me upset, girl
When you're constantly accusing.
(Askin' questions like you've already known).
We're fighting this war, baby
When both of us are losing.
(This ain't the way that love is supposed to go).

Whoaaaaaaaaa...
[What happened to workin' it out].
We've falled into this place
Where you ain't backin' down
And I ain't backin' down."

MAD WORLD!

2009-08-13T01:29:00.004+08:00

why is this fucking world so small.
Or should blame it on SINGAPORE?
It is too small.
Sometimes i just wish to not know anyone or
just put a paper bag over my face.

I wanna bring my parents and my siblings
minus my asshole little brother to
somewhere much more peaceful,
say some undiscovered island.
And of course all the amenities
you could think off.

for now lets just pretend i dont know you!

imissyoulikecrazy

2009-08-11T03:38:00.004+08:00

hahah. freak. somehow i miss my hair. but it'll grow back. so yeah.
so went to batam on saturday for a getaway day trip.
national day went t acm w the anga's!

i was rich before but i've became poor allover again.
goodbye zeros!!

anw kinda miss her.
and her clingy-ness.
but its always at the wrong time.
shrugs.
and i miss friday. 070809!

Italian kid!

2009-07-31T23:49:00.002+08:00

Well recently since 911,
Islam has been a huge topic and hatred.
Not talking bout Islam or Christianity here but
posting up a video of a little italian kid
Reading phrases from the quran.
Which some of us muslims dont even know how to read.
Its really a sad thing.
And oh i do know how to read the Quran.

hatred

2009-07-31T02:02:00.000+08:00

ohh mann, the sight of you disgust me to the pits. You sent shivers to my spine. Just wish something or someone will be there to drop a stone on your head! Seriously i just wished you will grow up and become a true gentlemen.

(:

2009-07-29T23:06:00.001+08:00

dang! I love you too, well everyone loves me but god loves me more. Thats the fact. Gotta learn to accept fate. Indeed we cant change fate. We shall reunite one fine day..

insomnia

2009-07-25T03:08:00.003+08:00

Insomnia strikes again.
and when it strikes,
either i will be online or cleaning my room.
so today i decided to clean my room
and indeed i found great treasures.
Old photos of me with bangs.
Dubai/Istanbul trip.
And.. Photos of young mummy and daddy.
Both of them are, STUNNING!
Charming and gorgeous!
No wonder they fell for each other. LOL!
Enjoy the pics..

Mentel mummy..

teenage years i guess.
how cute. heh. (:

MR. Charming & MS. Gorgeous.
Wedding Day.
My mother sexyyyy okayyyy! ahhahha.

Divineartistry = simplicity

2009-07-23T04:32:00.004+08:00

how divine an artwork could be,
is actually the simplest piece it is.
anw, check out,
www.hanzjunior.carbonmade.com
hopes no one steals my tagline.

bblablabla. i want go get pampered!

whatliesbeneath.

2009-07-21T23:17:00.003+08:00

Sometimes, life can be very wonderful.
Indeed GOD is fair.
The negatives can be very meaning
while the positives could make you smile the whole day.
Whatever it is. Im very glad nature's got us
something they call memory.
Which is erasable unlike hard drives.(:

Im officially terrified.

2009-07-12T04:09:00.003+08:00

Officially declaring not a nutter no more!
that fucking thing knocked me up
when i was just about to doze.
I'm totally shagged out from this.
Its done, officially a twat.
these things have got me gutted for weeks.
Aint being a Mickey mouse here,
I swear tt thing is comin back for us.
And the first victim is me.

SERIOUSLY! FUCK IT!!!!!!!

you made me hate you..

2009-07-10T00:23:00.004+08:00

I hate people with no originality.
Even if they're close to me or my family members.
It disgusts me to the pits.
What's worst, when the owner says no,
they still have the cheek to do it.
SORRY AN BUT YOU'RE A LOSER!

fucking horrible

2009-07-07T23:42:00.003+08:00

Tag 15 people.
Now start.

I have... (point for each one)

1. smoked. [x]
2. consumed alcohol.[x]
3. slept in the same bed with someone of the opposite sex.[x]
4. slept in the same bed with someone of the same sex.[x]
5. kissed someone of the same sex.[x]
6. had sex.
7. had someone in your room other than family.[x]
8. watched porn. [x] (it was my brother's)
9. bought porn.
10. tried drugs. [x]

MY TOTAL: 8

1. taken painkillers.[x]
2. taken someone else's prescription medicine.[x]
3. lied to your parents.[x]
4. lied to a friend.[x]
5. snuck out of the house.[x]
6. done something illegal.[x]
7. felt hurt.[x]
8. hurt someone.[x]
9. wished someone to die. [x]
10. seen someone die.[x]

MY TOTAL: 10

1. missed curfew.[x]
2. stayed out all night.[x]
3. eaten a carton of ice cream by yourself.
4. been to a therapist.
7. received a ticket.[x]
5. been to rehab[x]
6. dyed your hair.[x]
8. been in an accident.
9. been to a club.[x]
10. been to a bar[x]

MY TOTAL: 7

1. been to a wild party.[x]
2. been to a Mardi Gras parade.
3. drank more than three alcoholic beverages in a night.[x]
4. had a spring break in Florida.
5. sniffed anything[x]
6. wore black nail polish[x]
7. wore arm bands.[x]
8. wore t-shirts with band names.[x]
9. listened to rap.[x]
10. owned a 50 Cent CD.

MY TOTAL: 7

1. dressed gothic
2. dressed girly.
3. dressed punk.
4. dressed grunge.[x]
5. stole something.[x]
6. been too drunk to remember anything.
7. blacked out.
8. fainted.
9. had a crush on a neighbour.

MY TOTAL: 2

1. had a crush on a friend.[x]
2. been to a concert.[x]
3. dry-humped someone.
4. been called a slut.
5. called someone a slut.[x]
6. installed speakers in your car.
7. broken a mirror.[x]
8. showered at someone of the opposites sex's house
9. brushed your teeth with someone else's toothbrush.[x]

MY TOTAL: 5

1. consider/considered Ludacris your favorite rapper.
2. seen an R-rated movie in theater.[x]
3. cruised the mall.[x]
4. skipped school.[x]
5. had surgery.[x]
6. had an injury.[x]
7. gone to court.
8. walked out of a restaurant without paying/tipping.[x]
9. caught something on fire.[x]
10. lied about your age.[x]

MY TOTAL: 8

1. owned/rented an apartment/house.[x]
2. broke the law in the police's presence.
3. made out with someone who had a gf/bf
4. got in trouble with the police.[x]
5. talked to a stranger.[x]
6. hugged a stranger.
7. kissed a stranger.
8. rode in the car with a stranger.
9. been harassed.
10.been verbally harassed.[x]

MY TOTAL: 4

1. met face-to-face with someone you met online.[x]
2. stayed online for 5+ hours straight.[x]
3. talked on the phone for more than 4 hours straight.[x]
4. watched TV for 5 hours straight.[x]
5. been to a fair.[x]
6. been called a bad influence.
7. drink and drive.
8. prank-called someone.[x]
9. laid on a couch with someone of the opposite sex.[x]
10. cheated on a test.[x]

MY TOTAL: 8

Grand Total: 59

If You Have Less Than 10.. write [im a Goody Goody]
If You Have More Than 10.. write [im still a goody goody]
If You Have more Than 20..write [im average]
If You Have More Than 30..write [im a bad kid]
If You have more than 40..write [im a very bad influence]
If You Have more than 50..write [im a horrible person]
If You Have more than 60..write [i should be in jail]
If You Have more than 70..Write [i should be dead]

suck suck suck

2009-07-06T23:09:00.000+08:00

Aint got any spliff t shift!
but heaps of tabs will do.

fuck it , Wankers!

Fuck it,Wankers!

2009-07-05T05:21:00.003+08:00

ey yo mate, i need some dope.
Well, Just FUCK it!
bring me to where i really belong.
Am sure its not here.
I hate to live with Wankers.

And wanker, you're not great as you think you are.

Offended? Ouh well there's no boundary!

Ivooz, J'n gvdljmh ibqqz up ibwf nfu zpv.

h xbou up csjoh zpv gbs-gbs bxby.

Am scared.

2009-07-03T17:24:00.002+08:00

Sometimes im to scared.

Too scared to go home, sleep.

Bein all alone. At home.

Something's spooking me.

Its hauntin me for these past few months.

I'm findin' that little bitch who cause this.

All i could do now is brave up and be strong.

Bllowin it away. far far away!

Insya'Allah!

Anything that happens, its all GOD willing!

*there's someone birthday today but i can't figure it out.

P/s: Happy birthday to whoever you are

HAPPY BIRTHDAY BOYFRIEND!

2009-06-30T00:00:00.002+08:00

Dearest boyfreindd!
happy sixteenth my dear!
and of course, a very sweet thing you did,
Singing "I'm yours" on my birthday for me.
Hope you'll succeed in your future endeavors
And pass your N's with the points you aim for.
And you ah! haha! Stop being a polygamist ahh! hahah.

much <3,>

Celebrations

2009-06-29T22:59:00.004+08:00

27th June 2009.
Advanced!

PEACE OUT YA'LL!

Saboh-ed for the first time in my 19 years of life!

Concentration!

SSF!

Boyfriend

Girlfriend

SSF1

ssf2

Dearest

Birthday babies!

28th June 2009
THE BIG DAY!

Kena Saboh again!! -____-"

My boyfriend. 28th &30th!

More on FB!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SISTERS!

2009-06-29T01:22:00.000+08:00

Happy Birthday Mak Buyuong!
hahah! Stay healthy and dont be so happy
you're losing weight! For heaven's sake!
You're pregnant! You should gain!
hahha! i'm glad tt you like the present
we gave you!
D.o.b : 29th June

Happy belated 6th birthday izyan izzati!
This smallie can me mentel and sure can
Be rude! but hopefully she just stick to being mentel!
dob: 15062003

PFFTTT!

2009-06-28T23:56:00.000+08:00

-_________-"'

pathetic and sucky!

deception point in 3 days!
excellent!

HELLOGOODBYE!

2009-06-28T01:00:00.003+08:00

SKINNY BITCH!

AND THE START OF THE TORTUROUS
GRUELING REGIME WILL BE IMPLEMENTED
ON MY DAILY LIFE STARTS FROM THIS SECOND
ONWARDS. BUT IT'LL SURE PAYS OFF!

Thanks my dear(s)!

2009-06-28T00:05:00.006+08:00

*EDITTED!
A list of thank you's!

1)Hanizah (GF) :My dearest sayang yang terkkkkiut sekali.
Happy 19th my kittycat cake. i may not be by yourside but
truckload loves of kisses!! me loves you many many dear!
hope you'd have the best day of your life!

2)Salihan (BF) :HAPPY BIRTHDAY GIRLFRIENDD!
*PSST! so sweet of you to bring me out on a date*

3)Liza (BF'sGF) - thx girl. keep your money for yourself.
you deserved it better. Its your winning prize! great to know you!

4)Fahr :

5)Bow & Nad : hello. happy birthday! :)

6)Nasha : happy birthday babe!

and to Amal, yatt, azeera, and youknowme. (who are you anw??), schoolmates!

Thanks for everything.
Love you all!

Congratulations!

2009-06-24T22:56:00.001+08:00

Firstly, Congrats to gf for getting her job at RBS!
Treat us to dinner on your first pay ookayy?
And bf congrats for pulling through to the
Finale!
Wohhoooo you can do it!!
And sorry for being late.. ):

Bluekkk!!!
I hate my hair..
should i cut it???

"Angels brought us here!"

.
Lastly, i Love my swit-swit family!
hahah. Nani, daisy is so not me! hahah.
oh my you missed us huh??? or you just miss izz?? hahha.
kkthxbye!

back from holidays!

2009-06-24T02:52:00.002+08:00

Reached Sg at 8 plus.
The trip was great indeed.
and its not enough!

i miss my usuals!!
and looking forward for the
canned food feast! lol!

Good luck!

2009-06-19T00:54:00.004+08:00

A quick one!

Firstly, good luck to girlfriend for her job interview later.
If you got it, do treat us for dinner!

Next is for boifren.
you sure have nice voice.
if i can't make it for your semis, im sorry
but you sure you'll have our support dear.
You'll pull thru for the finale!!

lastly will not be updatin' for some time!
Gg on a getaway!!
Sunway lagoon here i come!

Astroboy nuts!

2009-06-18T00:00:00.005+08:00

When Boredom Strikes.
this happens,

I revamp everything and anything possible w him!
With this it shall also contribute to my ASTRO BOY collection!

My Msn homepage

Chat windows.

Desktop.

Is there anything else i could change??
No, not my Blogskin!

And the movie is coming out!!!!

THANK YOU!

2009-06-14T14:10:00.002+08:00

ILY MY "FAMILY". WE STAY STRONG AITE!
~~pic stolen from an. oops!~~

First and foremost,
thanks to everyone wo attended my bbq.
Greatly appreciated your presence.
I'm terribly sorry if at one point or another
i did neglect you people.
As you could understand that i have different
friends to entertain to.

Thanks to you people:
-Hanizah
-Salihan
-Haiqal
-Nani
-Masliana
-Farrah
-May
-Fahr
-Nabil Lee (HAHA!)
-Nasha
-Amiza
-Azira
-Yus.

if i miss any names sorry. (:

pics will be updated soon.

HAPPY 20TH DEAR! ILY AND WILL ALWAYS!
WE SHALL CELEBRATE IT IN 5 MORE DAYS.
WE'LL HAVE THE GREATEST HONEYMOON EVER!
HEHE! (:

June madness

2009-06-13T03:31:00.006+08:00

I love my ~~dustbin queen~~! taiti Queen.

I hate An, Iz and huns! cause they
are boycotting against me.
I really wonder what are they up to!

And totally JUNE SUCKS!
overslept on the 10th!
too many petty fights.
blame it on me.
and the cake is disastrous.
but i manage to dress it back.
what more is there to come.

on the brighter note,
AN is coming over again for karaoke LATERRR.
woohooo!
And there will be bbq.
and my lovely friends will come!

I LOVE MY FANTASTIC 4!!

Sorry..

2009-06-09T01:03:00.000+08:00

you blame me for abusing you,
blame me for my ego,
blame me for my flaws.
every single thing i do is wrong.
You get angry when i get over paranoid.
you force me to do things which i don't want.
and make me look like i'm the fire starter.
And when i get overreacting, you scold me.
When i just keep quiet, you agitate me.
Tell me how can i not beat you up.

You retaliate when i point out
something bout you.
Get all angry when i say what
i feel about you.
you went all freaking Crazy when
i say that you're a follower.
and of course, force me to say sorry.
Seriously, what else is there can i talk to you
about huh??
CAUSE EVERY LITTLE THING I SAY HURT YOU
OR OFFEND YOU!
told me t be truthful but you can't accept what i say.

You know what isit like to feel ashamed.
Do you think i don't?
What you had before,
can't compare it with what you had before.
I've asked you many times.
Are you sure about this, about us.
I've given you so many occasions to leave.
but instead, you chose to stay.
and you will go blaming me for leaving you.
Seriously tell me,
What issit that you want from me?
Money, materials??? What??
Why are you making my life so difficult?
Why must it always be me to listen to you?
I think, we're just not meant to be.
Don't you.
Its a Mistake that we even met in the 1st place.

Just leave me alone for some time.
Don't bother me.
i want a quiet time alone.
no more being forced to:
-say sorry
-call you "baby"
-Do this and that
-go out at specific time
-getting the risked of all year round inferno
-fetch you from somewhere when you are the
one who leave me.

And ouh, i think you're just afraid to be alone.
cause to be with me you lose all your "FRIENDS".
and when you lose me, you're too ashamed to go back to your
friends giving the reason that they have their own life.
Cause i had made a huge impact to your life you
wouldn't risk losing. And i'm the only one who is ever willing to take you back.
Come on. im no kid. even you're older by month,
i've gone thru more then you have.

Love,
Hanz-Kai Reynolds Jr.

Mr. Lecturer

2009-06-08T19:53:00.000+08:00

Three weeks passed,
and three lecturers known.
Made me realise something common
among the three of them.
Eddie,Roland & Manek.
All of them like to make jokes.
And some work while some don't.
What's common bout them is they
Laugh to their own jokes.
And this means they're self entertaining.
Which comes to a conclusion that,
They are actually happy people. about
And i dont know what i'm babbling

moolahs no more

2009-06-07T05:53:00.003+08:00

Mr. Scofield has mede me crazy.
He deprive me of sleep, made me
wanting more and more of him till,
theres no more of him.
WHY??
Cause i've finished the entire season of Prison
Break season 4!! and all i can say is, i had fun
School break-ing! trying to go in and out of school,
climbing fences, keeping a lookout.
It was great! Todally!
Criminal minds, trying to (_______).

And reached home at four.
Online and ordered Mac delivery.
And due to this, i had to open up my piggy bank.
hurhur. im getting a new one.
Confirm plus chop!
Shall get it later when gg to Johore.

Addiction..

2009-06-04T03:30:00.003+08:00

looking at the rate now,
soon my 16gb will be full.
excessive dl-ing of songs illegally.
but who cares right??
from some pathetic 90++ songs,
im now with nearly 300 songs and
10 videos. whoohooo!

And now at exactly at 3.38 am
of 4th june 2009 i officially should be asleep
as i have school later in the afternoon.
but i shall not sleep cause someone does not
give me the motivation to wake up early and have
a (insert activity).
heheh. (insert cheeky smile)!

and most of all i had fun just now with my fantastic 4.
Eh movie marathon ahhh!! okayyy?? pleasee!!
kk aku ader video call.
kkthx bye!

i love you

2009-06-02T03:22:00.004+08:00

to the girl that sleeps on me!
(sorry gue ngak ada foto kamu yg lain!)

Officially i shall reveal to to the whole netizen
that i, hanzjunior, is in love with Nur Fahriyah
Bte Abdul Rahman due to the fact that she
donates me with songs which i dont have.
And ripping for me indon songs
cause i only have English songs in my itunes.
But this does not mean i neglect my baby girl.
Obviously, i will love her more then my dearest FAHR!
*sorry fahr! lol!*

I'm in love again!

2009-06-01T23:21:00.001+08:00

"A kiss is a lovely trick, designed by nature, to stop words when speech becomes superfluous."
--Ingrid Bergmen

happy birthday.

2009-06-01T00:09:00.000+08:00

Happy Nineteenth to my minah mentel.
May you succeed in your future endeavours .

i have loads of birthday wishes to make this month!!

SUNDAYYYY..

2009-05-31T23:20:00.000+08:00

~~i feel like eating yoshi!~~

Woke up at 5,
didn't meet huns today cause she
need run errands and obviously
i'm fucking lazy to travel to lot
and back to ave 4. Sorry dear.
So it will be one more day till i
can meet you huh??

So i went to chill with My ex-husband,
haiqal, izz and dunno who.
i call him dunno who cause i dunno his name
and obviously i didnt talk t him.
cause he was sleeping away.
We played taiti and the stoopid sound game.
had loads of fun.

I don't know bout tomorrow's plan.
haha. An decided taking a train
to places where we have not gone before.
Let's see if the plan still goes on!

10 more dayss!
im counting down for it.
i wanna thank bb fofr giving me
all the support.

Night Safari!

2009-05-30T23:38:00.000+08:00

Firstly i'd like to thank you crazy people
to make this outing a Success!

My husband and my wife,
Salihan and Hanizah!
My Budak kecik and her KEMOT boy!
Hanani and Izz!

the night safarian!!

My ex-husband.
I divorced him! hahha

three budak keciks

My babylove!!

We are one big happy family.
my husband and wife!

Oh well, i'm super uber duper exited for this trip
because of this reasons:
1)Its my fifst time of my 19 years of life
2)Its only $15 of the usual $22.
*psst, i have disc coupon! hahahs
3)I'm gg out with my husband and wife.
4)and of course budak kecik and my bro.
5)the outcome: pure craziness!!!

and this budak kecik(nani),
is fucking random.
she hold my hand,
(*wink* :p hand gun plus tsk) move
and many more.

and of course when the crazy ppl meet, we'll do
crazy stuffs!
*eh kau da makan?
*hp kau bunyi ehhh?
*eh kau ader wallpaper/screensaver baru ehh??

So we reached Mandai Zoo at around 7.50 pm.
And after purchasing our discounted tickets,
we went visiting these nocturnal animals.
It was indeed a great experience,
except that there were too many kels
and of course irritating people.
Poor An, getting admonition by people.

after walking the whole night safari,
we went to watch the tambuaka tribe
from the Borneo which is commonly
known as the aboriginals or ibans.
then we catch the 10 plus bus
and then to lot macs to have supper.
but of course i enjoyed the trip as
everyone is fucking hyper esp
my wife. hahas.

Zoo next okayyy!

Yet again,.....

2009-05-29T23:58:00.000+08:00

~~Princess~~ Treatment!!

Disappointment after disappointment.
Fights after fights.
What happened to all happy endings??
What happened to all those Vows and promises.
Yet again, its not a happy ending indeed huh??
Who is to be blamed?
The evil Villain?
Or the poor little helpless girl?
So? Who will win this on-going battle?
Let's just stay tuned.

second day

2009-05-26T22:06:00.000+08:00

Waiting patiently for 19th to come!
Sunway lagooooonnn!!!

ANd here it goes.
School sucks.
Cause i don't have anyone to talk to.
I'm a loner.
And this makes me hate school.
Therefore makes me lazy to go to school!
bye!

First day of school!

2009-05-25T20:44:00.003+08:00

Krispy Kreme is loved!

First day of school,
and i missed it.
And finished $51 in 10 minutes!
I ~~shall~~ must go school tomorrow.

The day we met again

2009-05-23T23:12:00.001+08:00

FEAT. Afiq, Amoi, An, Queb, Nana Cine, Yusry, Apiz, Nana Shawty!

After 157495384 days apart,
Finally we meet again today.
Afiq had a cast on his hand! LOL!
Had late lunch at FAREASTPLAZA.
Then off we went for sheesha at Bali Lane.
Lets do this OFTEN!
Sorry we had to leave early.
We just felt so left out and awkward.

And to An.
I'm so disappointed in you.
I didn't expect you to be a bigamist.
with this,
i declare we are officially divorced.
hahhahah. This is an inside joke.
So if you don't know anything,
Please don't bother to ask.
CAUSE we won't tell you!

F.R.I.E.N.D.S

2009-05-22T23:24:00.006+08:00

Its funny how people could change within a blink of an eye.
Who, what, how? that's not the question.
Why? Are they changing for a good reason or what?
It all comes down to the person itself.
The answer lies on the person.
i'm not gg to elaborate further.

This is for the people i call friends;

And so we talked all night about the rest of our lives
Where we're gonna be when we turn 25
I keep thinking times will never change
Keep on thinking things will always be the same
But when we leave this year we won't be coming back
No more hanging out cause we're on a different track
And if you got something that you need to say
You better say it right now cause you don't have another day
Cause we're moving on and we can't slow down
These memories are playing like a film without sound
And I keep thinking of that night in June
I didn't know much of love
But it came too soon
And there was me and you
And then we got real blue
Stay at home talking on the telephone
And we would get so excitedand we'd get so scared
Laughing at ourselves thinking life's not fair
And this is how it feels

[1]
As we go on
We remember
All the times we
Had together
And as our lives change
From whatever
We will still be
Friends Forever

So if we get the big jobs
And we make the big money
When we look back now
Will our jokes still be funny?
Will we still remember everything we learned in school?
Still be trying to break every single rule
Will little brainy Bobby be the stockbroker man?
Can Heather find a job that won't interfere with her tan?
I keep, keep thinking that it's not goodbye
Keep on thinking it's a time to fly
And this is how it feels

[Repeat 1]

La, la, la, la:
Yeah, yeah, yeah
La, la, la, la:
We will still be friends forever

Will we think about tomorrow like we think about now?
Can we survive it out there?
Can we make it somehow?
I guess I thought that this would never end
And suddenly it's like we're women and men
Will the past be a shadow that will follow us 'round?
Will these memories fade when I leave this town
I keep, keep thinking that it's not goodbye
Keep on thinking it's a time to fly

[Repeat 1 (3x)]

CRY BABY!

2009-05-18T02:32:00.004+08:00

Its nearing.
And let it be the first and the last.
I hate you FOR NOW!.

Teardrops are falling
Teardrops are falling

Teardrops are falling
Out My Eyes
Teardrops are falling
I wonder why
Teardrops are falling
For you made me cry

You made me cry

My heart is aching
Almost breaking
If you hear me
~~Come back to me~~

Teardrops are falling
And you made me cry

Yes, teardrops are falling
Falling from my eyes
Yes yes yes
You made me cry
When you went away
You stayed away so long
~~Come back my dear~~

My heart is aching
Almost breaking
If you hear me
~~Come back to me~~
Teardrops are falling
And you made me cry

Lets put a smile on that face

2009-05-17T01:45:00.003+08:00

Ominously its near.
What could she possibly do to prevent it?
What if its unpreventable?
What if its too sudden?
Is this revealing something.
Is is good or bad?
Or should this mystery be solved.
Maybe the experts knew better.
Or maybe they could be wrong.

angels & demon.
Just as great as Da Vinci Code.
No further explaination needed.
Need get the DVD.
Just like how i watche DA VInci Tenths of times.

The lady miracle

2009-05-16T01:42:00.003+08:00

once upon a time there was a princess form far away.
She was always hyper and cheerful.
Until one day when she fell terribly sick.
She is so sick but still continued with her daily chores.
however how sick she was before,
she never felt this weak and
Never been this quiet before.
She's just suffering deep inside.
And making things worst,
She have an exam to sit for later.
and all these problem isn't helping her at all.
All she could do is sniff and blow and glance.
Hoping that lady miracle
would send her fairies to guide her through the exam
as well as look after her.
not wishing for any prince charming to kiss me well.
All she asked for is just Plain TLC form her gay partner.

and he turns pepper red and his heart racing for the
finishing line of the F1 race,
afraid that his secret will be revealed.
Thou shall not worry,
your secret i shall bring it together to my grave.

When cinderella spoils the day.

2009-05-13T04:24:00.003+08:00

Just when she think that things are calm,
yet again she has to break it,
causing unwanted fights.

And she hasn't getting any proper meals nor sleep
On certain occasions she could gobbled up two packets
of Instant noodles while watching Ellen at 4.20 am
as it shows on my desktop.

they say you tend to mimick or follow what your partner does.
And how true it is that i'm having the hate relationship that she has.
But i just keep it to myself and don't wake up in the middle of
the night calling a "friend" that is not here with you at all.
Whom is with you for only a specific moment of your wasted life.
While me here, being cheated and felt so useless.
Life just suck.
how life would be great if i were to be with my beloved god-family.
I really miss you guys.
Come back soon. i miss you guys!

Lots of love,
Kai Junior

one step closer.

2009-05-11T23:09:00.000+08:00

Worst haircut!

Yet again she achieve it after much disappointments.
And practice really makes perfect.
Just another hurdle to jump and here
comes the finishing line.
To end the finishing line before her fellow runners,
that's the GOAL.
All she need to do is pray hard.
Cause Karma really plays a huge part in this race.
May the best athlete win!

on the other hand,
My brother in law wanted me to buy this bike from his friend.
Like omggg! its super the MATREMPIT la!!
And please i have high standards of living.
Hello! i want a brand new bike so i have a reason to merayap.
Lol! F.y.i: a new bike needs to go through this process of running-in.
So if i get a second hand bike, i cant merayap!

A Happy MOTHER's Day!

2009-05-10T11:31:00.000+08:00

Like mother, Like daughter.
Don't we look alike?

I'll guide you through your whole journey.
I'll feed you if you want to.
I'll clean your feces.
i won't be disgusted.
And of all i will never forget you.
If i ever get rich,
I'll bring you live with me.
Give you royal treatment.
Care for you like you care for me.
though i know it will not be comparable to yours.
I love you, MUM.

-"Oh! Ibu
Kau kasih sejati
Kutaburkan doa
Untukmu ibu

Ampunilah dosaku
Sejak ku dilahirkan
Hingga akhir hayatmu"

On the other hand,
Happy 19th My friend.
My you succeed in your future endeavour.

MR. KIASU!

2009-05-09T23:54:00.002+08:00

When ~~skinny~~ is not being an issue

Being a typical, they call it.
Didn't mind going further for the best.
A sinful indulgence for half the price.
waiting for the calories to get in
and soon the scale comes,
blaming the poor indulgence.

they were playing taiti on a round table,
then they gambled with whatever they could lay their hands on.
from ten cent coins to ringgit and of course fags.
And obviously she knows herself too well,
she lost quarter of her pack of 14s.
and they ordered midnight breakfast,
eating like some hungry ghost.
And the devil came sitting on our heads,
"do it, do it" he said.
But instead we decided to pass not knowing why.

how'd i wish..

2009-05-08T02:38:00.004+08:00

Remember the story i told you in the bus about life span of love?
Just wondering if its true.
what if it is?
cause she wants this to stop and start back like how
at first it really started.

Should i start it back?
I really want to be like when im in 2007.
The year when i felt it is the near perfect.
The year when i'm all alone and lost.
But i don't wanna lose what i have now
and its a waste of money.
I'm too afraid to get hooked.
should i, should i not??????

ANd to this MINAH!!!
told you retribution gg come soon.
hahah. maintain muke konon!

Presenting FAHR the
EMO MAK-NENEK!!

2009-05-08T00:20:00.002+08:00

i got into your account without much effort; seems like even my fingers know all your silly passwords. haha. nothing beats my password though. chill my dear, dont get so uptight over this invasion. i wont mess around with your night's long effort of skin, just leaving traces of Me here cos my blog is "So Dead". you've paralleled fear into my head with that mail and im so convinced right now that i'll dream of something more horrible than a hag floating in slinky, filthy cloth. oh lord save me, i'll read my prayers tonight.

p.s. for now, just an imaginary toast to 6.01 and a better 7.01

xoxo
hanizah

Hello Goodbye

2009-05-07T05:13:00.003+08:00

Yet again the HTML noob has acheived it!
Haha! So bye-bye to my old skin
And hello to the new one.
Indeed im not stupid.
All you have to do is trial and error!
Woohoo! good job to me!
I've did it!
Heheh. Next, i shall also change the blogskin of huns!
Its so the _______!! (i dunno what!)
But i have to get her permission first. heheh!

And my niece is here!!
And i pity her cause she waited for me to end bike
till she fall asleep. The reason is she wanted to sleep in my room.
The first thing i did when i reached home is,
i tickled her till she woke up. LOL!
I'm a bad aunty i know!!

My Lady Love

2009-05-06T23:53:00.000+08:00

Love her with all my heart.
Say whatever you all wanna say,
Cause nothing will make me love her less.
She has been through thick and thin tgt with me.
She is my heart, my body, my soul.
My gf, my bestfriend and my companion.
Thanks so much for being here with me
and entertaining all my nonsense.

She is my strength when im weak,
she catches me when i fall,
and i love her for the fact that she is a patient lady.

All i want for my birthday..

2009-05-05T05:17:00.003+08:00

Im not expecting an expensive present,
something huge or even anything.
All i want is YOU!
I'm sorry if i didn't gave you any presents but
I spend my whole savings on you.
On your birthday.
Sorry if you expect any but i'm saving up for something better.
And sorry if there's no more letters!

And you, if you really wanna call me kakak,
thats up to you but i think there's no need for it.
Cause you dont need to.
You WANT the (v) mesra us??
hahah. dream on la ehh.
cause you know why?
you don't even have the initiative to txt me.
Its always me first.
you love me?
hahah. save your love for someone else who really
deserved it obviously not me.

Current obsession!

2009-05-04T23:57:00.002+08:00

Neo nazis and Curtis Allgier.

YEAH!! this is my current obsession.
Was youtube-ing about piercings to
tattoos to implants to skinheads to prisoners
to NEO NAZIS!

The reason why this is my current obsession
is because its a propaganda.
And what is a propaganda?
Propaganda is the dissemination of
information aimed at influencing the
opinions or behaviors of people.
It is a growing trend in the Russia.
What are neo nazi?
And of course im being the Curious girl
loves to dig up random facts about random things.
Maybe i could be a journalist.
The term neo-Nazism refers to post
world war 2 political movements andsocial
movements seeking to revive NAZISM, or some
variant that echoes core aspects of Nazism.
They go out and beat up immigrants in Russia.
Espacially those who are of different coloured.
To them if you're white, you're safe.
you're black, you'll be in trouble.
They will go as far as beating up in the
daylight and gunshot through the head.
The least you can get is burning of your passport.
And if you want to prevent from being attacked,
if you see groups of skinhead bashing up ppl,
join the party even if you pity the victim lest getting beaten up!
And im still under research so tts all i could tell.
Seriously i think this may bore most of you but who cares.
This is my latest obsession.
I just love to find out random things.
This will make me have higher G.K.
And obviously will be more careful if i were to go to Russia.
Lest i'll get beaten up w/o knowing the reason why.

she's disgusted with that guy who acts cute.
And she hates people who is worldwideweb.
And obviously both are super turnoff!

NAH AMEK POST MELAYU AKU NI!

2009-05-01T14:25:00.008+08:00

sumpah kan aku benci semua orang.
Nak tau apasal? pasal kan sume perangai mcm @#$%.
Asal kowg kene bbual pasal bende nie sume kat blog?

Kan lagi mulia korg ddk bbual as ADULT!
Aku tak suke ah kkowg gaduh2 mcm ni!
macam budak2 ah. mane kowg nye maturity!
skrg baru kowg tau asal aku banyak diam je.
aku akan cakap atau show what i feel.
Selagi kowg tak langgar wire aku, aku diam.
korg blom kenal aku siapa sebenarnya.
selagi aku boleh diam aku diam.
but indeed you guys are wrong.
Aku ade pendirian aku sendiri!

Please ah aku beg korg. walaupon aku new eh,
aku tak suke ah gaduh2 giny.
Aku bebual secara individual!
bukan aku side sape sape.
Mmg aku asik keluar ngn nana, an afiq amoi.
and NANA SHAWTY AND APIZ.
pasal, dorang ader initiative ajak aku keluar.

korg? ader ajak ke even msg nak ajak aku trn?
takder kan. pasal korg pikir aku mesti da ngn nana cine sume.
but i think tt kowg pon taknak aku trn kan??
aku tak kesa.
selepas incident vivo pon nana cine tak ajak aku trn.
Until recently.
Which is on Thursday.
seriously. ni je ah aku nak cakap. aku da malas
nak bebual panjang2 takder org pon nak massokkan dalam otak.

AND SERIOUSLY SORRY!
aKU TAK DAPAT TURON KALAU KORANG NAK BEBUAL.
AKU NAK PERGI ROMPIN, NAK RELEASE STRESS AKU.
aKU NAK PERGI NGAN FAMILY AKU DAN BESTIE AKU.
NI JE AKU DAPAT LUAH KAN.
aND KALAU KORANG TAK HEPI NGAN AKU,

NANTY AKU BALIK BOLEH BEBUAL.
AKU NAK BURONGS YG TIME 1ST SKALI AKU TURON.
tIME KAT RT.
AND AKU NAK MINTAK MAAF KALAU KOWG TAK
HAPPY NGN PERANGAI AKU KE APE AH.
pASAL TT IS ME.
tHIS IS AYUN!
I JUST HOPE TT THINGS WILL BE BETTER WHEN
IM BACK FROM THIS SHORT TRIP.

AND I LOVE ALL OF YOU.
EACH AND EVERYONE OF YOU!