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Tuesday, January 26, 2010 @ 12:46 AM
half-dead.
depressants neeeded pronto.
6k is too much for check ups stupid talks w the psychatrist who only knows how to use reverse psychology. officially broke.bankrupt. if ___________, i'll be dead meat. and oh the drugs that doesnt work. i need booze. misanthrophy is to be blamed. What is trust? i just learnt it and it seems that i've been brainwashed. I totally forgot what is trust. oh fuck! school's gonna start. i hope im in the foreign class. full w angmohs not cheenas. hot chicks n dudes. i dont need them i'll use them. no one really knows who i am really. not even my mum. I'm sick of this unipolar disorder. Im not strong to stand yet face the world. Why need i wake up to begin each day as if it was on purpose? why do i feel lost? FUCK UNIPOLAR DISORDER. anyone wanna treat me a good dinner? im always hungry but dont have the appetite t eat. i'll just play w my foods. just gimme drinks. plain water will do. and ouh. loads of fags please? |