you blame me for abusing you,
blame me for my ego,
blame me for my flaws.
every single thing i do is wrong.
You get angry when i get over paranoid.
you force me to do things which i don't want.
and make me look like i'm the fire starter.
And when i get overreacting, you scold me.
When i just keep quiet, you agitate me.
Tell me how can i not beat you up.

You retaliate when i point out
something bout you.
Get all angry when i say what
i feel about you.
you went all freaking Crazy when
i say that you're a follower.
and of course, force me to say sorry.
Seriously, what else is there can i talk to you
about huh??
CAUSE EVERY LITTLE THING I SAY HURT YOU
OR OFFEND YOU!
told me t be truthful but you can't accept what i say.

You know what isit like to feel ashamed.
Do you think i don't?
What you had before,
can't compare it with what you had before.
I've asked you many times.
Are you sure about this, about us.
I've given you so many occasions to leave.
but instead, you chose to stay.
and you will go blaming me for leaving you.
Seriously tell me,
What issit that you want from me?
Money, materials??? What??
Why are you making my life so difficult?
Why must it always be me to listen to you?
I think, we're just not meant to be.
Don't you.
Its a Mistake that we even met in the 1st place.

Just leave me alone for some time.
Don't bother me.
i want a quiet time alone.
no more being forced to:
-say sorry
-call you "baby"
-Do this and that
-go out at specific time
-getting the risked of all year round inferno
-fetch you from somewhere when you are the
one who leave me.

And ouh, i think you're just afraid to be alone.
cause to be with me you lose all your "FRIENDS".
and when you lose me, you're too ashamed to go back to your
friends giving the reason that they have their own life.
Cause i had made a huge impact to your life you
wouldn't risk losing. And i'm the only one who is ever willing to take you back.
Come on. im no kid. even you're older by month,
i've gone thru more then you have.

Love,
Hanz-Kai Reynolds Jr.