Just when she think that things are calm,
yet again she has to break it,
causing unwanted fights.

And she hasn't getting any proper meals nor sleep
On certain occasions she could gobbled up two packets
of Instant noodles while watching Ellen at 4.20 am
as it shows on my desktop.

they say you tend to mimick or follow what your partner does.
And how true it is that i'm having the hate relationship that she has.
But i just keep it to myself and don't wake up in the middle of
the night calling a "friend" that is not here with you at all.
Whom is with you for only a specific moment of your wasted life.
While me here, being cheated and felt so useless.
Life just suck.
how life would be great if i were to be with my beloved god-family.
I really miss you guys.
Come back soon. i miss you guys!