it just struck me at 1.37am.
then tears came brawling outta my eyes.
simply cant control it.
its like a fountain. no a waterfall t be precised.
how hard i tried t control it i cant.
all needed now is doraemon! Pronto!
but dont think i can get it sooner.
then all about killing came out.
or rather killing myself.
one can't change a sadist's mind.
never would.


If i were to leave before you, would you promise me t live on.
find someone who have the same soul as me.
& exprience the happiest moment of your life?
and when the time comes for you can you share it with me?
& i promise you tt i'll wait t listen t your stories in the other world.
and from there on, i'll be yours forever?