you said you love me?
you made me wondered really far.
you sure you love me?
everytime tt phrase came out of your mouth.
you leave me clueless..
how could you love someone when you dont even know how t love yourself?
how can you bring about trusting me when you dont yourself?

you said i aint being truthful?
i did not hide nothing from you.
but you'll just made it a strength for your low self esteem t get any lower.
"hot" friends!! fuck them. i know my limits. i aint no player.
who is the one for me.
i know who i love.

come on la. even third parties realise it.
that your ego is darn too much.
i backed up for you.
i said tt my ego's worst.

you just wont open up wont you?
not untill i ask you .
if i never ask you'll never tell.

i've cried my eyes out every night for you w/o fail.
you just make me inferior/insecure everytime.
no matter how you assure me tt you love me.
i dont think there's any more tears left for me t cry.

I'm tired of being the one who always give in.
sorry t say i'm tired of your ego/attitude.
i can never sleep in peace this past few months.
weird dreams coming true.
for sure telling me something.
not Deja Vu for sure.
no appetite + no sleep +no peace = SICKLY!
so its not my body's weak.
Its bout thinking too much of you tt made me all sickly.

But im not blaming you.
just wanna let you know how much tt i love you.
what fills my mind every second.
what keeps me living on everyday.
will you realise it at least?