i sooo want the Shades this Model is wearing.
Saw it @ Marina.buying it when i got my freakingg pay.


maybe you just don't need me at all. no!
just do whatever you wann. idontgiveafuckingshit.
who am i to you? no one. just a plain stranger.
i don't even realise if i'm hurting you and i cant
say this simple word t you:SORRY. you got your
3(THREE) FRIENDS of yours.they know you better.
i only knew you for like, what?,barely 3yrs?
just freaking hate myself!
being a complete BITCH and being fucking ego.
just can't bear t hurt you anymore. i suck. iknowiknow.
i'm freaking ego i wann everything to go my way.
realised didn't freaking text you the whole of today.
tt's why i feel like something's amiss.
shall i text or shall i not?
you studying for tmr's test kn?
fuck ah. shall text you. i miss you like hell!!
cb you never reply me. I'm so sad now!!sighsigh.



knnbccb!!! i fucking got rashes all over me!
fuckfuck! i feel so..yucky. can't possibly scratch!!
god!i hate getting rashes.
and cb, think i getting mental illnesses sooner or later..
nb. school's a disaster basically everything luh.
think if this thing goes on i'll definately go CRAZY
i'm so stressed out and i feel like ending this pathetic life of mine..
NOW!! i'm depressed now i barely know what t do next.