Me & My Creator

PROPERTY OF HANZ JUNIOR

Sunday, February 24, 2008 @ 8:40 PM

I was NEVER meant for you.

FIRST OF ALL I HAVE A CONFESSION T MAKE.
AND ITS UP T YOU T DECIDE WHAT T DO.
I HATE YOU CONTACTING WITH UTT..
HER NAME PISSES ME OFF.
WHAT MORE THE SIGHT OF HER?
SECONDLY I'M AN ULTRA JEALOUS PERSON.
WHICH I RARELY SHOW.
THIRDLY I HATE YOU DOING SHITS W YOUR FRIENDS.
wHAT AM I? YOUR DUMMY?
FIND OUT WHAT THE "SHITS" ARE?
I AIN'T GONNA TELL YOU AND DON'T BOTHER BEGGING ME.

now i've relised. i was never meant for you.
small things can end up being big.
we keep turning tables. when can this end?
i don't think it will.. EVER..
i didn't know tt some other things matters most t you.
some times you make me wonder. it is me or it is you?
you dont even have faith in me.do you?
anw mean you're perfect for me.
i don wann any changes on you.but.
yeah. i dont find any use in saying this.
i know its impossible.
cause this thing abt you will keep haunting you forever till idontknow when.
you know what?? you're just afraid of yourself.
small things bothers you.FAT,DUMB,UGLY??
its all excuses.. loving someone is not due t their
appearance but their heart! yeah i can't deny tt
i got alot of better suitors then you. but do i give
a fuck about them? no i never. cause i know. i only
want you. i just wonder so much. what if you're not
UGLY, FAT & DUMB.? will you ever wann be with me?
i don't think so. cause you can find better suitors out there.
or maybe yes! be with me just t make use of me. you know
t feel bad/sad. but what about me? do you know it hurts me?
have i ever let it out t you? NO! cause i don't wanna t make
things worst.i don wanna put further burden t you..do you
know that there's sorrow in every smile?

can i ask you? why be tgt in the first place?
why patch back? why get commited when you nvr were?
why me? why oh why? do you know you mean so much t me?
do you know i can be crazy not meeting you?
do you know every thought of you makes me cry?
why deceive yourself? why put up a fake you?
you are not being yourself.. does tt mean tt you're being fake t me too?

WHY DO I GET ALL THIS FROM YOU
WHILE I'VE NEVER LIED T YOU BEFORE?
DO YOU EVEN KNOW TT?
WHY ARE YOU ALWAYS DOUBTING ME ABOUT EVERYTHING?
ESPACIALLY BETTER SUITORS FOR ME
AND preety GIRLS?DO YOU KNOW TT
EVERY THING YOU TOLD ME HAS A
GREAT IMPACT ON ME.? DO YOU KNOW
TT IM SAD TT YOU SAID TT YOU'RE
GRUESOME,FAT,UGLY AND DUMB?
I JUST DON'T KNOW HOW MUCH TEARS
HAD ROLLED DOWN MY CHEEKS EVERYTME
I THINK ABOUT YOU?I BET YOU DON'T EVEN
KNOW.DO YOU KNOW TT I HAVE LEFT MY
PASSION,MY CREW,MY FRIENDS FOR YOU?
ISN'T TT ENOUGH? I EVEN TRIED AND STILL
TRYING T CHANGE MYSELF FOR YOU!!
THEY SAY I PRIORTISE YOU AND SHITS
.BUT I JUST KEEP QUIET.CAUSE I DON'T
FEEL SO. AT ALL. NOT PUTTING YOU T FAULT
BUT YEAH I MYSELF WANN LEAVE IT ALL.
WHAT ELSE YOU WANN ME T DO? WHAT ELSE
ARE YOU UNHAPPY ABOUT? MAYBE YOU'RE
ASHAMED TT IM FAT AND SHORT? IM NOT AS
GOOD LOOKING AS YOUR FLINGS.

WHY MAKE THINGS WORST?
WHEN ITS ALREADY BAD FOR THE BOTH OF US?
WHY CAN'T WE BE HAPPY LIKE THE OTHERS?
WHY LET OUR EMOTIONS TAKE OVEER US?
WHY LET SMALL THINGS AFFECT BOTH OF US?

BABY I HAD ENOUGH OF CRYING ALREADY.
WITH THIS RATE GG ON IM PRETTY SURE ILL
BE BLIND SOONER OR LATER. TELL ME WHAT
ELSE I CAN DO? I LEFT EVERYTHING FOR YOU
.. PLEASE TELL ME. I REALLY NEED T KNOW.
JUST FOR US T BE HAPPY. LIKE THE OTHER COUPLES
OUT THERE. PLEASE I'M IN A DESPERATE NEED OF YOUR ANSWER.

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