Me & My Creator

PROPERTY OF HANZ JUNIOR

Wednesday, February 20, 2008 @ 10:29 PM

Emo-ing, drained most of my Freaking energy..

why does it have t be always me t take all your craps?
i've beared your moodswings,pms,crankyness..
why can't you just like at least give in for once?
do you even realise this?
is this what i get for loving you so dearly?
honey are you even commited?
if not why patch back in the first place?
if you are why must we go through all this shit?
do you love me for who i am and not what i am?
why must i go through all this suffering?
when you know i've suffered enough..
what else you wann me do for you?
do you know how much i miss you when you're not with me?
do you know i hate t have stupid quarrels w you?
baby, frankly you're like a part of me already.
i don't wanna lose you for the second time round.
its tormenting for me t lose you.once is enough.
i still remembered tt you have made a vow t me.
here it goes: I,________,vow t you tt i will be always yours till death put us apart.
Will you do it? only time will give me the answer..

ALOHA!! anw lets update.
Realised didn't update yesterday.tryin not t be all emo!

was like late for lectures.hahas.fashionably late tt is!
hahas. what do you expect?
didn't get enough rest the previous day.
slept for only like, WHAT?, 4 hours or so..
this is all because of my little brother's fault!
he fucking used my bag w/o my freaking permisssion.
i've packed everything like earlier so i could just go when i finished getting ready and all.
early in the mrning make me furiously mad.
anw in class we did this presentation on Freaking SOUTH POLE!!
hahas. just crap around our own fuck. so stupid.
do for the sake of doing. not sincere one. sigh.. i'm so tired luhh..

went out after school cause i wanted t apply for the vodafone
wireless but the freaking ppl did something which just spoils
my mood away. what fuck! after tt went t marina t find some
clothes but all is soo not nice for me. all is so freaking outdatedd.
hahas. i wann something unique. just like me..yuppyupp. then go
find her bag. walked from all the way funan to raffles city to marina
square and to suntec city. then the same route back except we
freaking walked t city link mall and all the way back to funan there.
think like how many calories i've burned huh?? hahas..

did have some conflicts w her while we're out together.
guess my ego's darn big yeah. small things can bring up
to a big matter.i know who am i.. I'm one freaking STMF,
not good looking, petty, egoistic, stupid, fat and yadayada..
its all me.i know i'm not perfect but yeah. i've tried every
single thing i could just for you.do you even know that?
i don't know what else i must do just t make you smile/happy.
i know i aint a good entertainer. its the bestest thing i've ever
given someone. have you ever appreciate for what i've did for
you?i just wonder.

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